In 2023, a pretty cool guy unexpectedly came into my life. I’ll tell everyone about him. Little did I know how important he would end up being to me. I had no idea that you can have a connection with someone who is across the world. We connected over the silliest thing…just a movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail. I appreciate him because he’s so funny and charming. My face would hurt FOR DAYS from laughing about our absurd conversation. We could talk about anything and nothing, serious as well as extremely juvenile, all in the same day. I had been guarded for a long time. How he went about wanting to get to know me was the most gentle thing I’ve ever experienced. He healed the part of me broken by another man. I felt safe talking and sharing with him. Sadly, I didn’t realize how he healed me until after we unexpectedly stopped talking. I would then start a new journey. But, if you asked me today if I would go through this journey knowing I would have to lose him, I don’t think I could say yes to that. He’s not a tradeoff. I have wanted to tell him what he did for me. I wanted to thank him. He’s one of my soulmates. I will always be grateful to him for what he did for me. He’ll never know so all I can do is put it out into the universe — I love and miss him, and will thank him until I’m blue in the face.
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